surf_punk17 (surf_punk17) wrote in xxle_beauxx,

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"Beauty is a Rare Disease"

? Name: Hayley
♥ Age: 17
♥ Location: Vancouver, BC, Canada
♥ Nationality: Canadian, American, European
♥ Favorite Bands

  1. Dashboard Confessional
  2. Vendetta Red
  3. Nirvana
  4. AFI
  5. The Get Up Kids
  6. Less Than Jake
  7. Muse

? Favorite Food: Oranges
♥ Favorite Book: Go Ask Alice, and Fear and Trembling
♥ Favorite Movies

  1. My First Mister
  2. Pirates Of The Caribbean
  3. Big Fish
  4. The Nightmare Before Christmas
  5. Step Into Liquid
  6. The Fifth Element
  7. Texas Chainsaw Massacre

? Favorite TV shows

  1. Friends
  2. CSI
  3. Crossing Jordan

? Favorite Outfit : Hipster non-stretch American Eagle Outfitters Jeans, black converse sneakers with fat star laces, boat neck black cap sleeve shirt. Puka shell necklace and rubber bracelets and maybe my watch or spikes. Black or Red dice earrings (1st hole), silver ball studs (2nd hole), Orange or Blue stone italian silver studs (3rd hole).

♥ Favorite Songs (5)

  1. Remember To Breath – Dashboard Confessional
  2. Morning Star - AFI
  3. In My Eyes - Rufio
  4. Time is Running Out - Muse
  5. I’ll Catch You – The Get Up Kids

♥ What do you like most about you? I like my personality and opinions and the way I perceive things because it’s different
from most people and the fact that I’m not afraid to express whom and what I am.

♥ What do you hate most about you? I hate the fact that I am sometimes to open with people about things in my life. Also my extreme personality may come back to hurt me.

♥ Why should we accept you? I think you should accept me because I am a very unique interesting person and can offer a lot to your community. I like to share opinion and receive criticism on things that I do. I love to write and I feel that being a part of your community would be a great and wonderful experience.

♥ Why do you think you are beautiful? I think I am beautiful because I am my own person and I accept myself.

♥ Who do you idolize the most? I idolize my best friends Julie, Beth and Rhys for being themselves and accepting me. They are important people in my lives and they have always been there for me. When I need someone to talk to. But If I had to choose just one person and a famous person at that I would choose, Vergi Rodriguez she is an amazing dancer and choreographer. I also idolize Edgar Allan Poe

♥ What is the one thing you could not live without? I could not live without expression, if I wasn’t able to express myself I don’t know where or what I would be. I wouldn’t be able to function. I am constantly writing poetry dancing, photographing, stating, opinions, and everything else I can do to express myself. Without express I wouldn’t be free I would be dead. In a sense.

♥ Views on:

--Inter-racial relationships: I don’t see why people can’t have inter-racial relationships why should we judge by the color of our skin? It shouldn’t matter. Where a person is from what their background is we are all people and we are all amazingly profound when it comes down to it so why can’t we stop judging on such superficial things?

--Same sex Marriage: I personally think if that is what the person decides to do them more power to them, we can’t change people so why try. You can only change yourself. The world we live in is amazing. It’s filled with love why should we try to take away that love even if a women loves another women and wants to get married?

–Abortion: I think in some cases abortion is right. For example is the girl is 13. She had been raped or sexually abused by a parent and is now pregnant and if she got an abortion it could save her life and give her a chance to live out her dreams. The child would be worse off in this world then in any other way. But in others like you chose to have a baby with you husband and after you got pregnant you found out he was cheating so your getting the abortion I think its completely wrong. You made the choice to have the baby and now to get back at your husband your basically ending its life before it has a chance to experience our world. But it’s already living and experience its own world as it knows it.

--The war: I think all wars a pointless, all they do is lead to more killing and the number of innocent dead bodies pilling up on the street increases. I mean Ok maybe not pointless. But In my own personal opinion I think the wars shouldn’t happen. I mean going to war to stop violence and terrorism is a good thing, but drawing it out for a long time isn’t I guess that a brief opinion on war if I went on it would probably take up the whole page J

♥ Promote us to one person and provide the link.:

♥ Provide us with a little ounce of your personality..NOW:

Here’s a poem because that’s all I can think of plus I love to surf, write, dance, and I’m obsessed with music.

The one good thing i've got is taken away - Hayley - May 11th 04

the one sane thought i've got
taken away, ripped away from me even after i've sought
so far and wide searched after it
but all that’s left to do is fall down and sit

Cry my eyes, think of the days
when I could see you and in countless ways
be made happy thinking thoughts of joy
with that sweet tender smile of your yours oh so coy

Now all I've got left is black nothing left to fill the void
I feel like my life has become so devoid
Of anything i care about since you've been taken away from me
I'm completely lacking in every way, why can't you see?

The sane thing that i had before all of this was you
The one sane thing that made me true
I thought you loved me
you said you did right into my eyes and let me be

I know you do thats why it hurts
As i feel the blood spurts
from my veins
Everything feels worse not better what a pain

Alas, I've gone away I'm leaving forever in a day
so say goodbye and kiss goodnight in what a way
that I may remember forever while I'm gone
that I may forget that you were taken from me in one swift movement and then it was dawn

And we were both gone...

Other than that here’s what I had to say about myself on my

About Me: portion of my profile

I’m a philosophical, person who is passionate about researching things like ancient Egypt and insane asylums also mental illnesses such as bipolar and borderline. I love music, dance, friends and poetry, my interests very from both psychological to the material, my relationships are intense and I carry myself not as a 16 year old but as a 21 year old ask my friends whom I've let into my soul. Some of the influences in my life range from Nirvana, to my friend Beth. I believe everything has a purpose whether right or wrong, Even if you can't see it it's there. Remember: dream big. Also, everyone affects you, take that to heart if you don’t you'll be stuck in the dame spot for the rest of eternity. One can't worry about what people think and over analyse every single action because you'll be in a constant state of worry for your entire life, and does anyone really want to live that way? Another thing about me is my friends play a vital part in my life so does reading. I have a book collection of over 400. Music. What more is there to say I am personally a music junkie. I own over 250 CDs most of which are not burnt. Anyway. What else can I say about me? Oh yes in my opinion and observations, the most sane and perceptive minds that are really the most beautiful and those that people perceive as the insane or defective. Why? Whose to say what sanity and insanity is? Those with medical degrees? So? Maybe those who are insane are really sane and those of us who are sane are really the insane? It's all based on perception. How we act, everything we do. Now that you've seen a little tiny bit of my thought process I guess there's still a lot more about me to say but I’ll leave that for the other sections of this profile

♥ 3 or more pictures of yourself one of your WHOLE face.

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